i'm slowing beginning to see a pattern appear in the form of the everyday actions i carry out as i open my window to eavesdrop on the bushes whispered conversations in the breeze as i change the guard of mugs and glasses that stand watch on my bedside table as my room obsesses over mess and grows attached to dust and cobwebs as i swim in a thousand pots of tea as the night meets me at our corner between dusk and darkness as he does since every day. riding his bicycle stars chasing wildly after him and we are reunited once again