It gets... agonizing. So, very agonizing, and she wonders through the days, "will it ever end?" Perhaps, maybe, the divinity of nature struck down on the undeserving. A mistake is not a lifetime but a good portion of it and deep down she knows she couldn't but each day regrets her decisions and rubs lamps on nightstands littered with lotto tickets. To make matters worse, or better, all around her are visions of joy, happiness, love? And by accepting her fate, she embraces, and acknowledges, that the deed was surely done, and life in death.
It's been a very long time since I wrote something but here. Thanks for reading. hm.