That moment when you despise everything in the world
Hate the good for being good
Hate the bad for being bad
When someones pain and misery makes you glad
That you're not the only one
That you're not the only one who's a subject to a prolific burden of mental torture

Its not the small things or big things
Its the whole picture
The picture has lots of complicated brush strokes that disguise what it really represents
The strokes are my smile
misleading and artificial
But when you put all these aspects together its a wake up call
One huge sinking metaphor for misery
And it cant be altered