he found her with a bottle of pills clutched tightly in white knuckled fingers her eyes were fallen shut and he was so tempted to leave her resting peacefully, she looked so beautiful but after a moment (m o m e n t .) he realized that the girl who ran though his mind, chasing butterflies each day h a d c o m m i t t e d s u i c i d e . she always spoke about how she wanted to stroke an angel's wings to see if they were truly as soft as they merely appeared. her limp body lay, spread out, her hair spilling over her pillow, anyone else might have believed she was just a sleeping beauty but he knew. a wretched, throat-bleeding scream filled his ears, one so full of agony and heartbreak that he fell to his knees it took him a second of agony to realize the teeth grinding screech was coming from h i s lips.