Two steps forward ten steps back, maybe more and I lost track What am I working toward, I am swimming in this sea of debt What is the purpose. did I forget it seems meaningless I seem to be chasing the wind which I can not catch I know it might be just a rough patch, but it feels like a door without a latch, making me feel unsecure I feel like I'm in quicksand, not on solid ground Why do I work so hard, is it only to pay the bills If so it gives me the chills It sure is a test of my will Do I labor in vain, all this worry might drive me insane It all seems meaningless like trying to catch the wind