Walking barefoot down rocky dirt paths. Kicking up clouds of dust with each step, testing the thickness of my soles soul, I found comfort in the pain of each sharp stone, digging deep. Comfort in pessimistic understanding. Knowing, the next wouldn't hurt as bad. Wounds turn to callus. Hardened skin, hardens within. Each weathered scar, reminder of hard earned strength. Ritual of self inflicted mutilation by choice, rocky dirt path by fate. Walking, walking, still. Still barefoot down rocky, dirt paths.