break down all the walls that you've built and give yourself a reason to return to this world with a purpose. you are nothing but a carcass that has decomposed into ashes of black mold. you poison yourself into thinking of spontaneous loving and more so bright futures where as proof shows none but troubled breaths and stutters in simple sentences. if one thing has given no hope it is your signage and composure. none of your worth gives reason to believe you are whole and gives no life to your dead mind. return yourself to where your comfort lies and leave us all with our intelligence.