It's 1130 and I can feel my stomach growling I haven't eaten since yesterday morning I am missing you like crazy and I am think about what we could have been I don't know why I ever fell in love with you I don't know why I still am But I do know one thing And that is that I will love you to the day I die Just like how my body loves me Just like how there a million cells fighting to keep me alive right now I will fight like a billion cells to keep you alive Because you are what keeps me from pulling the trigger You are the only reason I am here tonight And you don't know that And you never will.