I feel a filth in my bones
by revenant
I just want to bury my face in your neck
Breathe you in
Breathe me out
They're like little speed bumps
Crawling
Sprawled across my body
Slow down
Slow
Slow
No
Stop
Stop
Running your fingers over them
Like they're beautiful
Like I'm beautiful
Elsewhere they're like large print Braille
I'm in love with such painful reminders
Not pain
But the memories
I have a hard time remembe...
Someday you'll see every inch of me
And you'll read between every line
And I will be so ashamed.
You will never know the hatred and the anger behind the ripples you will ever so carelessly run your hands over
I feel a FILTH in my bones.
Oh, my mind,
Be but a flicker of sanity
Leave me be
Leave. Me. Be.
1/5/14