I at least for once wanted to realize That I was in a perfect order. Not any kind of specific order, An "Unknown Order" That was some so called answer to all my problems. That nothing was wrong and all in a perfect shape. But I found it hard to face reality, There are many holes and gaps in my "Order" I found it hard to be me when everyone else around me is judging. Its not easy to fit in when you have some "Unknown Order" When everyone judges the quality of your "Order" Whether it is poor, lacking glee, or just needs renew. I found it best to embrace the "Unknown Order" you have. To just be yourself and never change the way you are