For all the hateful glares I ever received
On the topic of who I kissed the day before
I always knew deep down inside
I was begging for it

I never could learn how to say no to any type of attention
Especially that of those who had once been mine
I remember the first time I realized this
Feeling so satisfied with my wicked ways
I thought this was exactly who I had been chosen to be

The stares got longer as the years went on
And I was left wondering more than once
If they even knew the type of men they had "Loved"
And how they promised me so much
Or if it was just an empty gesture that meant nothing

It haunted me for years, leaving a burning in my chest
I had done it for pride and for revenge
Even once for the overwhelming feeling of regret
But I never learned how to believe I was enough

We say so much is different now but if you left tomorrow
And still came home for a little cold comfort
I would pathetically fall right into your arms
And the title I see most fit