Hazardous fire, purifier of all that is unclean. Clean me. Purge my soul in a fire so hot there is no pain. Blaze in me, like he once blazed in me. Fire symbolic of Hell, yet contradictory, the symbol of purification. I want a bonfire, a conflagration of flames, so large it obliterates me, my name, my deeds. Paper, sticks, books, wood, lighter fuel, all in readiness. I need, NO, desire, the soothing, licking, crackling heat. I felt heat once before, a desirous heat that bore into my core. He's gone, I'm cold. Time now to fan these flames that lustfully lick at my bedroom door.