This is how I remember you: In the shimmering green of mid-spring; In the wandering tourists with their cameras Attempting to save a moment that's gone forever; In two dogs gallivanting on the grass- The one nips at the other daring him to chase her; In the sun's radiance- I remember How it shone in your curls; In the smile of a stranger Walking away from me; In the sharp movement of his hands As a sidewalk vendor cooks someone's lunch; In the pavement speckled with fallen flowers; In a sky now overcast and a steady, insistent downpour; In the dark where I see nothing, hear nothing and cannot breathe- I am left with all my anger, all my joy All my sadness, all my lust All my love, all my love.