My first withdraw. Love. I felt I would die. He was my life. Didn't think I would make it. Then I found. My second withdraw. Alcohol. Drank everyday. Didn't no my way. Everything seemed the same. Then I thought I found away. My third withdraw. Oxy's. It was a easy drug. All you had to do was crush. It made the pain. Fly away. Know that I'm clean. I hope things can change. I'm done with the withdraw and the pain