Last night i felt something, i had not felt in a while i felt empty and lonley was i even still alive? i wasnt sure i couldnt feel myself breathing. i couldnt feel my heart beating. so how was i to know if i was alive. Last night i felt something i had not felt in awhile. i felt the stinging in my eyes as i cried. what were my tears for?were they for you or something more? i just knew that i cried? last night i felt something i had not felt in awhile. i felt the relief of it all. just as i kissed the coldness of the metal that i missed so dearly. just to know that i was alive. las night i felt something that i had not felt in awhile. i felt the hole in my heart that was gaping wide. i knew it could have been for you or for something else. i just knew that was the reason i cried.