I am not the princess-type girl who can eat with you in a formal restaurant. I am no one but a simple girl, to some things I am ignorant. I am not someone you can bring to formal events. I might just ***** things up and cause some series of unfortunate incidents.
I don't know if im good enough. They might disagree and for us they might make it tough. They might not accept me the way my family accepted you. They might not like me the same way you do.
I don't know what to say. I don't know if there's an easy way. I don't know what to think. With embarrassment, I might shrink.
I feel dissatisfied and wanted to try harder. So that, in the eyes of your loved ones, I am better. I feel nervous and my self esteem is low. I shouldn't feel this way, I know.
But I can't help it. I don't want to just relax and sit. I don't want to lose you. I love you so much but I don't know what to do.