My mind my poor mind is swimming with thoughts Swelling with oceans of heartaches forgot Waves of regret rise and break on my shores But in search of that bliss I dive back in for more. I rock And I tumble All alone in my head Contemplate if I've known what it's like to be dead I've been numb as a ghost, I've been colder than ice yet my heart beats on still in its pale morning light As dawn breaks on my waters, what the waves whisper of is whether or not i have known how to love.