there are times i am supposed to be happy like when i am with my friends, throwing my head back and covering my mouth as i shake with laughter at a joke someone jut made.
but then day turns to night and my carefree grin turns into an unexplainable sadness, etched on my face like a tattoo. and i lay in bed, thinking about all the things i wish i could say, and all the things i'm afraid to admit.
it's nights like these when i realize, i am many things. i am happy and sad, outgoing and shy, crazy and quiet.