I settle beneath, quilt & blanketed sheets for another tear-jerking, heart stopping conversation.
Between the lines of shared irony, affection disguised we behave in such tyranny, over what we could've & would've had in our lives.
But, it'll all get better, it'll all be okay I'm here for you whenever you need me, which ever way tonight, this is what I'll say:
My eyes well up over the passing thoughts of yesterday My heart pounds in my chest, my ears scream & vision starts to sway. How could I have ever let you
slip away?
oh the irony. the shame. the sorrow. the love. the torture. of the absolute impossibility of my deepest and darkest wishes. my angel.