Past years reminding me of ancient ideas, wasted hope on young lustful love which now translates to the tune of reluctant, senseless adoration as I watch my first birdie take flight and spread his wings like a majestic eagle in the sky.
I wave goodbye.
You know I'll always remember the first summer we spent together.
In the good times, and through all the bad concern and dim hopes were all we had but then, she heard wings of all sorts scattered at her front door flocking My birdie came knocking stopped the boat on uneasy waters from rocking.
Opened up his tormented soul for me to see and asked every graciously "forgive me?" I pleaded, "but it was I who'd sent you away!" and it still haunts me to this day that I hurt my best friend and thinking of those tainted sheets in which I lay.
But you told me not to worry, not to fret the past is the past, so lets start off where we finished last we were stupid, carefree and naiveΒ Β we knew no greater truth than hair dye & **** And simple things, like paintings, a smile and teddy bears were all we needed.
But I'm here today to prove That I will always stay true To give guidance and support all the way through Ex-Lover, Best Friend, Brother I love you.
this is dedicated to a friend, I've removed his name from this dedication but at this moment in time that's how I felt about him. And has shaped me as a person I am today. For the record, I don't love him. Maybe, in a corner of my heart I will always care. But, too many tears, and too many wasted hours have gone into trying to make some kind of friendship work again with him. So I've given up. Thank you. (02/15/17)