Have You Ever Had A Heart?

When we're here at the end
  how where do I begin?
With stars upon thars
and scars upon ours?
With she broke me
  **** she did it nicely?

with details expressed about being depressed?
  despair dangles me in death's doorway
    but doesn't drop me quite all the way
  ******* coward won't keep his word
    so I must exist another day...

heart is dead
  yet still it screams
heard in my head
  haunting my dreams
    (hunting me it seems)

simple savage sappy sorrow
  shall be the same tomorrow
as pain shrieks
  in fetal fever
blood stain streaks
  in fatal forever
because of course
  the miracle is a rotting corpse

forever with her          timeless
forever without her        eternity