you really want to disappear, don't you? you want to be invisible and you want to run away from everything, don't you? you think everybody will forget about you once you're finally gone, don't you? you think you will do everyone a favor if you aren't there anymore, don't you? you think everything will be easier once you're gone, don't you?
all of that is pure *******.
*life was given to you because you had to make some change, difference in this ****** up world. and you certainly shouldn't throw it away because you feel like **** or you think you're not good enough. because if you weren't good enough, you wouldn't be here, right now.