I can't be random and happy
When all I feel is pain
I can't even hide my tears on rain
Nothing I do is sappy
My secrets are only secrets to me
To everyone else, there known as free
I didn't want them to know
I didn't want anyone to know
The horror and distraught expression my face will show
I've told them to leave me alone
I've told them, No!
There taunts and unreasonable torchering make me more prone
I can't take this much longer
Each blow isn't making me any stronger
They say **** it up
They tell me to be strong
Well they should shut up
Don't they know what they're doing is wrong?
I won't say I hate them
Then I would be just as bad
They have themselves to blame
For the life I once had