I can't be random and happy When all I feel is pain I can't even hide my tears on rain Nothing I do is sappy My secrets are only secrets to me To everyone else, there known as free I didn't want them to know I didn't want anyone to know The horror and distraught expression my face will show I've told them to leave me alone I've told them, No! There taunts and unreasonable torchering make me more prone I can't take this much longer Each blow isn't making me any stronger They say **** it up They tell me to be strong Well they should shut up Don't they know what they're doing is wrong? I won't say I hate them Then I would be just as bad They have themselves to blame For the life I once had