My pre-dawn conviction is weak This cold ember death will sink its teeth My winter coat is a sickly sheath Sloughing with every retreat
I hope you know Your eyes lit a thousand snows We drowned beneath
I hope you know Your lips caught aflame so cold Disintegrating against me
For whatever reason Your glassy stare broke apart in the autumn chill Fluctuating against summer’s warm laugh Our first wavering dance
We soaked our skin in teenage radiance An adolescent haze of lust Plotting our dreams In the lull before dawn and dusk
I know I’m dwelling on better times Wasting my life away Can’t ******* shake this habit of mine I guess I miss the days When love was just a song and dance And every breath held weight I’m catching ghosts in the pre-dawn light Lost in a memory daze
7:29am, January 8th 2014
First love. Teenage love. So bright and beautiful. Honest and raw. Stupid, lovely dreams.