I crawled through the dead spaces of old houses Just to breathe in years old memories Brimming with adolescent thrill and reveries Picturesque sceneries in glass-encased eternities
Withered limbs broke apart feinting apathy Parched and cracked, my lips bore silent screams As I disintegrated, filling the negative space That resides where loss and ache form dead weight
I am the calm that breaks your heart I am the still that never departs In a frenzied world of dead spire loves Out of reach, out of luck, and out of touch
I became envy, firing sparks across cold skin I became adoration, pulsing and sun-kissed I yearned to hate I yearned to love
Do I dare coalesce? What will I become? Knowing all that’s gone? Knowing not what’s to come?
Do I dare coalesce? What will I become? Knowing all that’s gone Is all I loved?
9:30am, December 7th 2013
I lost myself in memories of teenage years, Those perfect, shimmering mirages.