I didn't know
If I could go
To your funeral
Because I know
I wasn't
Your best friend
But at the same time
My feelings count too
It still matters
If your
Suicide
Made me sad
Or scared
Or I related enough
That I wanted
To do it too
Because
I would be lying
If I said
I hadn't thought
About it too
Because really
I think about it
A lot
More than
I'd like to admit