i wondered where death took life and life took death. life threw itself into the daylight forgot the petticoats of the day and her ambers burnt to the greys of the sun. i couldn't melt before her or she before me but she ran and i loved to run with her. death was life without the ghosts of sorrow and life was death in its impenetrable dreams, i was swallowed up by the arrival of summer and i died at her feet, i died and i lived, i fell and i stood up and life was a thirst to survive and death was the blue ghost and the oblivious rose. death was something i would know tomorrow and life something i could feel today, not sorry and not sad, not empty or harnessed, free in its freedoms open hearted, rain-scented. i opened my eyes to the stars and fell at their feet, i opened my eyes and the poetry flew away like a sky-hungry bird.
from my book "and then i returned to you, you, my poet of the water" published 2013