an atheist once said, dear god. I'm lying here, waiting for nobody, contemplating that, what I said, every memory ago. and I have just concluded with my essay on life and reality, but still I think there's something I'm missing, and I realize it's the flesh in this great beast we call reality, that fleshly heart that got torn apart by this other beast, we call love. now we are living here, in this carcass of some dead, decaying animal we cut through, so we can stay warm, while we're waiting for nobody.