There is a deep empty space inside of me which no one wishes to understand My tears are a monument to them My strife and toil is their eternal bliss quietly forgotten I sink deeper I never wished to be this way It was none of my choice to be an off **** in your field of flowering blossoms soon to be snuffed out and forgotten in the amber dust to dust ashes to ashes overlooked and unwanted unneeded and unhelpful A deep stain in the linen needing only to be removed When will I be set free? When will it end? There is nothing left for me here. There never was and there never will be.