What if I never get better? I can't beat the fear, I never get Noah's letters What if I'm not the exception? I'm just the rule, ever gullible to affectionate deception What if the damage is forever? We can't re-fall in love, our connection eternally severed What if I'm only worth 49 first dates? You wake up on the 50th and decide this life you hate What if I'm a Heather? Exploding with you without knowing any better What if I don't make it out of the car? Just wasted potential, never getting very far What if I'm a bet you made with your friends? 10 days- I'm in love and your joke's end And if I'm the bridesmaid, never the bride? I catch the bouquet- staring at you swallowing my pride