(A realization of otherness) Frenzied shaking has taken my soul I am crushed by the burning of gold-brined teeth My unclean lips draw back in a grimace As I rest my head against the beam of Some ragged torture device and get Splinters driven into my constricting scalp Take a spike and drive it through my temple Into this piece of time-worn timber which Is saturated with skin flakes from my victims
(The reception of the sacrament) Shall I not raise my filth-clotted hands up to This presence which is like smoke and fills My lungs with the kind of fear true power brings? Let there be flesh to envelop my quaking body Let it be caught between my teeth and drape My skin in a new raiment of priesthood Let there be hematic torrents rushing down To clean out the wounds and make them imperishable To be better drink from well-dug cisterns
Before a holy God, my desires become abhorrent and I am left yearning for Christ's flesh and blood.