Good and bad Light and darkness Day and night I've tried to be divine, And I've run from evil, Or so it seemed...
But the evil within me Wouldn't leave; I pray, I repent, I accept shame as my cloak; I shrivel the goodness Unseen...
I split, Disconnect; Become a kaleidoscope of regret. Days lost in a fruitless quest__
Isn't it easier to just Embrace the evil within me?!
Is that love? Loving evil; Heaven's dove? Or is that truly absurd?!
This poem has already Gone on, way too long, But since I have run from evil so strong, Turning towards loses its terror.
In some ways, the practice of reflection is so freeing - coming face to face with myself and instead of freezing, I hold the mirror up and embrace the ugly, broken parts.