When I made it to work, I thought about you getting through the day, pushing time forward until it was finally time to go. I had no idea what I wanted to eat until the thought of splitting you open, watching you sit in the depth of my fork, did it for me. A scoop of fried rice, mixed with gravy there is something so satisfying about that first bite, about savoring the moment, readying the next forkful. There’s nothing wrong with wanting something that wants you back.
If I spill any part of you on my clothes, on my hand, on the table I still want you. I will still have you.
There’s nothing wrong with burgers, burritos, or any of the other places I pass. But in this very moment, the way these eggs, bean sprouts, and green onions wrap around my tongue nothing else compares. Pressing my fork into your crisp edges, watching the steam rise I, um, should’ve ordered extra