i hope when real joy knocks on your door that you won't run nor hide, i hope you let it in your heart without second thought, i hope you learn to love, appreciate and let it stay as long as it needs to heal the parts of you that have been longing for it, i hope you know and believe that you deserve it, i hope laughter won't feel like clutching at your chest afraid of what might come next, i hope you won't hold onto the anxiety the steals what makes your soul truly fulfilled and happy..