if I swallowed a piece of fire to light up these lungs, and spoke life into another’s life with the fire in these words; how wonderful would that be? even now as I am – the echo of bones waiting to grow old; feeling like the silence of an empty channel in a car radio – my heart is often static when it rubs against another; in these electrifying feelings of love
and much like a tyre running a track – sometimes I need to find a place to rest, to try and reinflate myself. my lips have become a clutch, of knowing when to shift conversations when they start to feel a bit too awkward for me. and my means of a first impression, is one to impress well enough for them to say, “that’s a man who I deserve,” yet ironically, I can sing how beautiful I am, feeling so ugly inside – and hoping I never lose myself to myself
still, look at me, I am unique – such words I must speak for a piece of peace; knowing that I’m sometimes torn, yet I wear the attire of my heart. being distant in the humming silence, praying for a mindful heart, to remember what’s it beating for. for even in the less of myself, I was created, to be more.