It's all part of the art The chess game The mess Apart of stress
I digress I see now I believe now No going back this time I can not be your best friend It's truly the end
Three years I died Three years I cried I kept lying to myself I'm fine I'm not dying I'm done crying I hate you I hate us It was never enough
You were a true love We looked at the stars above We were shining stars Glowing and radiant We burned out Exploding and permanent
I see now I think I really do You're apology It was true But you are still You
I can move on now I miss us I really do But moving on Doesn't mean it'll stop It just means understanding Why it had to stop It still hurts But not as much
Thank you for your apology Thank you for seeing me For missing me Thank you for the time spent The magic lent Everyday with you Was beautiful Sparkling and flying It ended with crying But we're no longer dying
I see it now I really do You are you It's something I can't undo You are selfish You are an addict You make bad choices But mean no bad behind it
It's who you are And this is who I am When I was around you It's all you would do You hurt me But you never meant to It's who you are
You didn't say this You probably don't know it But it's who you are You are selfish You are reckless And I don't think it'll ever change
We can't be friends But it hurts less It hurts less It really does I hugged you one last time Or maybe not But for now It's what we've got
A better goodbye Then three years ago It didn't end in tears Or fears Just friendly talk about the years You said let's hang out Then never called again It's how you are I know how you think Dear old friend
So you do you. And I'll do me I'll never hate you And you'll always miss me Our souls still connected in destiny But apart for all we can see It's okay I know it is now So you go ahead and leave town And I'll keep you around In my heart Right where you Belong
Actually a week after I wrote this i saw them again and we laughed and cried and reminisced. I'm not sure what to do with this but it's nice to heal