Can't hide the rigors Of anxiety and fears Even knowing what it harbors Can't cloak their effects from mirrors It figures Such a force can disfigure figures Right under the skin it lingers The worst possible time is when it appears Rears up to rip down the facade and veneers The you you knew is what it devourers What good are middle fingers, When only directed at yourself? For now, I guess, I'll have to put that question on the shelf