I once thought I could be crazy I doubted you were even real I thought I was in a psych ward once But reality has been revealed I wasn't in a ****** bin You and I had really met And you did everything I thought Now you claim that you regret You beg for my forgiveness now You say just one more try But you made me think I was crazy You made me wish to die You lied and cheated and gaslit me Till I was nothing but a shell Then you left me for dead You chose somebody else And for years I still was trying To fix everything with you It wasn't until I told you That I had nothing left to give I stopped giving you my time I remembered how to live I started living my life again And stopped giving you my time Now suddenly you need me back News flash but I'm not blind You forced me to come to terms With the full picture of us And honestly I cant believe I had ever gave a ****