A trembling pale girl enters a stone fortress of faith, buttresses flying outside, in hopes of finding a way to atone, find an anchor in the world’s shifting tides.
This Gothic cathedral lifts her wet eyes to its heavenward ribbed vaulted peaks. They’re painted deep blue like starry skies in remembrance of what Creator to old Abraham speaks.
There, where each vault’s stone arches crisscross, shines out like a clear harvest moon the radiant burst of a gilded boss that gleams in the recessing gloom.
Adrift in this vast and sacred space, thin curls of burnt incense waft by to fill the young girl with scented grace whilst she sits in this place with wide eyes.
The gold on the stone catches candlelight and reflects its flickering blaze as the quiet chanting of canticles might let her senses be softly amazed.
While the twinkling of these numerous stars fills her rediscovered heavens within, the tides of her fears recede past sandbars, leaving puddles of patience therein.
The promise made by the Father long ago — Abraham’s children would a galaxy be — finds fulfillment in this starry girl now aglow since from her darkness she’s tenderly freed.
She found her anchor and cast it up to the skies. It caught a bright star and held fast. New dawn lit inside her in quiet reply, telling her no tides of tempest can last.
A meditation on how I feel just being in an old church (using a timid young girl to represent anxiety). The title refers to a German Old Catholic hymn.