the last thing that you keep is regret; all the times it went wrong, all the times they were upset with you. you hear the words of your friends, how they wanted to make it, but all those explanations are way past their expiration date. and you don't want to hear it right now, you're just fine being here, all alone in your house. and there's nothing that needs being said; make a promise to self, even when life gets sad, the last thing that you keep is regret.