a man leans as i leave the office building—against it, dark and young, his face has emptied of expression, and innocence has fallen away like drying sand from a stone in the sun, i do not look at him, in passing, out of respect, i tell myself, but know: out of fear of connection i do not speak to him. next morning, he is not there is only a mound of sand, which, in my name, the city workers and the wind sweep and carry away.