This pain I speak of, it all comes in spasms My walls crumble on themselves- gripping, Tightening, constricting and then discharging
Oh how this life once filled me with pleasure, A rush of excitement towards coming days Touching the most sensitive parts of me A pleasant pleasure of riding the little waves In coupled desire and hunger, a peaceful Ecstasy to my Divine
Now it has slowed down on itself Accelerating on top of my angsts For what was once the idyllic tingles in my toes; Is now a feeling of anxiousness- I have such cold feet
A pain of pleasuring in the company of pain This is my self-inflicting prison And its escape is maiden to me- a ****** In the penitentiary of this worldβs *******