The words you spoke to me, What feels like a century ago actually, Still haunt me Mocking me constantly The rabid hostility The unbridled brutality Back then that's all I could see At the time I was only capable of being angry It took twenty plus years for me to finally Recognize it for what it was, a difficult piece of honesty From a friend I called family, and I'm not one to use that term lightly But now you're no longer here to hear my apology So I say my sorry And hope it catches up with you eventually