my mom called, i cried by the dhall, on facetime been thinking about how lucky we are to be alive even if to deal with mornings and swollen eyes even if dad's always on the night shift, even with this big rift caused by the distance and the lack of time just because we made out once doesn't mean you're mine i got glimpses of a pink top, my blanket of a jacket i bet it would look classier if you were wearing it but you're distant and cold and partying is getting old i'm forever out of polaroid film and cheap distractions so i took an amtrak home, straight from south station the flight back to boston was short but still exhausting and when i walk home alone, the silence is unsettling seems we're both better than i thought at method acting