To want you is to drown in a self-sought misery. Yet I take refuge in the halls of your torture chamber. Gladly would I drown in my own blood if it meant you would never know what it meant to feel thirst.
Do you delight in my suffering? The more I give, the tighter you tie your red-laced noose upon my parched neck.
Take me to your Judas' cradle; dismember me to the heart's fable. I writhe in pain, with a chelsea grin upon my face, for through my tears, I am blessed with your sinister grace.
I wait beneath the guillotine, in hopes that in another life you will find me.