I told him, "I love the stars, because they are so far away, and it takes their light millions of years to reach our eyes." Its impossible to know if the star we are seeing this very moment, is even still a star. I told him, "We are looking into the past in real time when we stargaze." I told him I loved the uncertainty. Because it made me feel things I once hid from.
I didn't tell him, That if I can still marvel at a long dead stars light. Then maybe after I'm long gone, after the very last photon of my being has gone dark, maybe theres a chance, no matter how small, oneday my light might still be seen. I told him, "I love the stars and because of them, Death doesn't seem so scary"