Constant fear of falling falling in falling out falling alone falling with no one to catch me falling just to fall once again feeling the pain of the pointless fall unable to speak up unable to stand up unable to show up stranded in a universe where gravity is much stronger than I will ever be Holding me down Keeping me grounded Keeping me humbled. Keeping my mindset programmed in a way so that I'll never feel enough so that I'll never fell your love Sabotage becomes self-care in a universe where I CAN'T GET UP Speaking so loud, that no one can hear me Thinking so fast, that no one can follow me Laying so still, that no one will stay with me CONSTANT FEAR OF FALLING