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Cerasium
Poems
Jan 2023
Hidden Underneath
I smile
I laugh
I play the part
While none the wiser
It’s easy to hide
The emotions deep inside
After all I’ve done it all my life
It’s second nature to me
You see this happy face
A face full of fun and joy
Nothing could be wrong
..Right?
The facade is perfect
Even my mother who raised me
Could never tell what lurks below
Those shining sky-like eyes
No one sees beyond this guise
Not even the old and wise
For if they did their gaze would change
To one that’s fearful of my path
For below the kind demeanor
There’s nothing there
Emotions driven out
Heart locked tight
To afraid to fight
The bitterness of life
For behind closed doors
All that’s left is silence
Bitter silence
Painful silence
Ears ringing
Head heavy
And that’s then the voices
Come out to play
Sending you deeper
Into the darkness of your mind
Angry voices
Vicious voices
Disgusted and condescending
Hateful and spiteful
Uttering insults
Running scenarios
Warping your mind
Destroying your ability to trust
And there you sit
Broken and numb
Feeling nothing but emptiness
And the bitter snap of true loneliness
Loneliness that destroys you
Leaving you to feel dead inside
You start pulling away
Not telling anyone your truth
Constantly smiling and laughing
Without a care in the world
All while rotting inside
Til you’re nothing but a shell
#pain
#lonely
#sad
#depressed
#alone
#facade
#loneliness
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Cerasium
31/M/Phoenix, Arizona
(31/M/Phoenix, Arizona)
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