Hands full of ichor Wrap around my neck And my eyes And my mouth And my nose And my skin drenched In gold and in silver tones.
The fissures scatter around my burned skin.
I ponder and I stare into the nothingness The chasm that I find. Staring back at me and all my shortcomings. She begs She screams She cries She wishes for everything And nothing all at once.
The metal sinks into my fragile fingers.
If I break all of me and tear my limbs apart Will I escape from my own regrets? Finally forgiving. My faults My shadows My blood My ash covered fingers. Itching at all my gaps and lack in judgement.
But when will I find that you have let go of my throat? Of my eyes My ears My hands My heart.
When will my ichor stop flowing? When will my fissures be patched? When you are here. I am unbound.
And I know everything will cure in its own time. I will find that my fissures will seal and the ichor will stop running through my veins.